Speeding Tickets

I fucked up really bad. Two unpaid speeding tickets and suspended license. I'm in a heap of debt. My boss doesn't fucking give me hours that I need to pay off to my parents and shit. Everything is crumbling down to this. Life sucks.

I know what I have to do to get out of this mess and by the end of it all, I'll be able to say 'It was a mistake, just don't make it again' but still in my heart, it weights heavy. Life isn't perfect, it never was to begin with but I can't help but notice that its all becoming a crunch. Slowly faltering around the idea that I don't believe in God. There is no way I can escape his wrath or mercy as long as my parents believe in the sole foundation and idea that God is the reason why I can never go wrong. And I hate to admit this but they're right. Every time I dig myself a deeper hole, doing what I love (Which isn't always right), I get caught up with the moment and in the end, with my parents. But honestly, life sucks right now.

Life lesson learned - DO NOT PROCRASTINATE W/ THE LAW.